How to come out?

I've been trying to come out to my mother
as trans
It's been super stressful because no matter how many ways I tell her she doesn't understand. It also doesn't matter what form I tell her in she doesn't get it.

It's times like these that I really just want to run away
I want to be normal
have normal relationships
work in a normal job

not want to cry
not be lost to my family
not be scared to walk at night
or alone at all

I pretend to be strong
but sometimes I just fall apart 100 different ways.



Let's top it off with my brother's 'broken' ankle
he has a severe fracture.
DAMN IT